Viviana Arteaga's Blog – October 2009 Archive (5)

There's a rush to my brain

and my body falls inside itself

total relaxation

Even though the smell

brings back horrid memories

Its my way of letting the problems go

The smell the slight addiction

The intake of smoke filling my lungs

and the long unwanted yet needed release

a giggle that ripples through

and the silly smile that goes along

my wondrously hurtful cancer stick

How I want you yet repulsed by you

Its an addiction I can… Continue

We can add music!!
I just added music to my profile!
And there's apps like Buddy poke and stuff.
Yay to exploration!!

Yellow is my once white dress

dried are the roses

that I held in my hands

torn and tattered is my head dress

that trailed behind me

Boney and ghoulish my beautiful body has turned

from all the years I have waited for you

oh sweet unfulfilled love

I waited for you

the guest have gone

and the Father has blown out the candles

The wind blows through the broken saints

And my tears are now ashes

Oh how I've waited

and I still… Continue

Can I really work without my ruckus in my ear

Will my mind wonder as its doing now

Do I need their screams

their tales of hurt and pain

Can I really concentrate

Should I dramatically throw

my headphones to the floor

Should I stomp and scream

recreate their beats

I need my music

I need my screamers

my pretend bleeders

their unfulfilled loves

that lead to psychopathic murders

Can I really concentrate







Damn… Continue

I loved you for a minute in the past

but it was so awkward

you were my best guy friend

and our silly flirting meant nothing

but everyone thought it was cute and that we looked good

And when we kissed it was quick

so there was no warmth for our true feelings to grow

so we let our relationship go back to friendship

and we laughed how we rushed it

We're the best of friends

but when we look at each other and there's a spark

you speak about… Continue