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There's a rush to my brain
and my body falls inside itself
total relaxation
Even though the smell
brings back horrid memories
Its my way of letting the problems go
The smell the slight addiction
The intake of smoke filling my lungs
and the long unwanted yet needed release
a giggle that ripples through
and the silly smile that goes along
my wondrously hurtful cancer stick
How I want you yet repulsed by you
Its an addiction I can thankfully control
two per every couple months
Yet I think I might break and create a chain
I got a new pack
And I'm ready to bring those sticks to lips
Oh how I disgustedly want you

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Comment by Kay Elizabeth on October 14, 2009 at 7:34pm
Viviana, that was good! I used to smoke. I did for over twenty five years and not the odd ciggie either. I was on a pack a day. You brought that back to me there.
Comment by Viviana Arteaga on October 22, 2009 at 9:16am
lol thanks. I was really stressed and I was hating myself for smoking but it relaxed me so much.


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