dear mom,

i oftened wondered what  my life would be like if you had lived,

would i have moved to a small town and learned to give,

would i have suffered by the demons of hate,

if you had stayed,mom, if you had stayed,

would i have coward before men,

worn the scars as i tryed to deffend,

faced my death and welcomed him as a friend,

prayed to God asking for the end,

ressurected a new creature of strength and no fear,

helping those that needed it and punishing those without a care,

mom, you left me when i was only nine,

gone to stay with the Great Divine,

i oftened wonder mom if you had stayed,

who would have been there for the people,that i gave,

your death was a blessing and it gave great pain,to me,

but because of your death alot of people that i helped are now happy,

i miss you mom and with angels wings you fly,

in heaven forever where you can not die,

we will meet again one day,

and this time,i know,you will stay.