What do I write at Mid-night !

It is about mid-night and in order to write something I am sitting on the chair in front of my computer.

 But my design minds are confused by cognitive dissonance and in turn my Imagination world does not working to release any subject matter.

Trying to choose something randomly but my inner drive frequently refused to be active at this mid-night but assured me for later to write in good order.

Inner drive said honestly, today my host thalamus & hypothalamus got fatigue & idleness due to central nervous system got some disorder.

Thalamus & hypothalamus said me, we are extremely sorry for our inability today because our host designs minds having some cognitive problems caused unable to work proper.

Despite these problems I requested my sign minds to help me some how be able to write anything for my souls satisfaction and care.

Sign minds apologized and said I can’t help you about this matter, because my all resources and elements are not sympathetic and emotional like your all elements & resources they are.

Also said that all my elements and resources are logical and sequential but you need all analogical and no sequential rather as a whole as a creative writer.

Afterward, I tried to arouse my subconscious level to retrieve and remember some of my past memories by flash back also a day dreamer but everything became failure.

Subconscious level said that these are not my real functions and you should go and request to hypnosis or mediating to be able to recall and remember.

Accordingly subconscious level suggestion I did go to the hypnosis and mediating to ask them to help me, but they said me that we are sorry writer.

 Because the design minds got some cognitive problems that blocking to concentrate mind and

This is essential to integrate our process to recall and remember your past memory.

The hypnosis and mediating advice me to seek help from central nervous system because she is brains executives and control room to control and works everything nicely.

As per suggestion I did go to the nervous systems and inquired for help but nervous system regretted and said that my peripheral nervous systems can not afford any nutrients to my CNS neuron cells for a time longer.

As a result all the neuron cells become weaker and electro-chemical process can not work to coordinating for supplying all the necessary matter.

Then I asked nervous system, what should I do need to over come from these problems as a creative writer to write something which I look for some ideas to cluster?

Nervous systems replied that go to a psychiatric doctor to over come and solve this problems by a treatment to take some medication but not any cognitive therapy or advice from any adviser.

Because all these existing problems are causes of nutritional deficiency but not any psyche problem occur.

I went to the psychiatric doctor’s and describe all the problems I face and feel for one or two days as when I sit for write something ever.

After testing and diagnosing doctor said me, you are liable and responsible for all your creative problems due to over work and taking fewer foods that caused proper nutrition shorter.

I accorded with doctor by confessing my negligence and daily time table that I did not follow accordingly and in a good order.

Dr. assured and advised as don’t do that again and take proper & optimum meals for your recover.

Finally, I asked my doctor, how long it takes to be better, by replying doctor said take all the prescribed medication for long time but after three weeks you feel better.   

Now, it is after three weeks as medication user and it does seem to be I will be able again to write creative writings as a creative writer.

Nuruzzaman Sarder