Joe casill's Blog – November 2010 Archive (6)

her eyes are blue like the sky,

i wonder if she wonders why,

she is beautiful in a Christian way,

if i met her what would i say,

she has red hair and a funny looking smile,

if we met would we talk for awhile,

it's forbidden to feel this way,

i should forget her no feelings stay,

what am i am man threw…

the waves they crash on the shore of bleached white sand,

two lovers love and walk hand in hand,

all is well love flows like sweet honey,

the day it's bright but not too sunny,

in the midst are the trees stands a man,

his eyes red,he's been crying,

slowly inside he's been dieing,

he feels alone,like the only one,…

i pound my fists the blood it flows,

i hate this secret no one knows,

i hate to feel so alone,

i hate that no one can ever know,

dammed,

silent,

still,

i cut at my skin i want to see my blood,

i'm angry all the time why can't anyone see this mud,

my clothes they reek of sin and…

the ice is cracking all around me i'm afraid what i might find,

the voices are howling very loudly about the great devine,

my skin is tingling,my hands they shake,my head is spinning,

my body aches,

whats happening to me?

why do i feel light and free?

i drop to my knees,i'm going mad!

i feel happy,lonely,sad,…

we said this relationship was just for show and tell,

for you to keep the boys away and for me ,"well, what the hell."

when i touch your skin and kiss your lips my cold heart begins to skip,

your warm skin next to me,

these thoughts of hate begin yo fllee,

we laugh,we talk,we hold hands everyday,

then came that day we began to lay,…

fallen angel pray to the God above,

"what is this thing humans call love?"

"i broke my promise to you Lord to serve you night and day,

have mercy on your servant Lord as i kneel down and pray,

the beauty that has made me fall to the ground bellow,

called to me one night as she sobbed on her pillow.

'angel of God come to me and love me for all…