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Why Do They Feel That Way?

Why is it that I feel as if my family hates me?

Everything I say or do dosen't please them, and their always calling me retared, good for nothing, worthless.

Its hurts && me being young and bigger then the rest of the girls...I really hurts. I feel as if they hates me becuase their always hitting or calling me names. i try so hard not to made them mad but in the end nothing ever works.

I just wish I was prettier or smarter. I want to believe Im pretty. I look at…

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Added by Xx~♥Beautiful Monster♥~xX on July 15, 2011 at 4:23am — No Comments

Whats Love done to me?

Have you ever loved someone so much you cry when you think about how much you do? Not in a bad way, but as if your sad they'll never know how much you love them. In your relationship you'll find up and downs, but love eachother more and more through all of the pain, and hurt. I never thought I'd love someone the way I love him. He makes me smile at the sound of his voice. I love the sound of his laugh. His smile makes the stars look like there not shining. It's amazing what I feel for this…

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Added by Xx~♥Beautiful Monster♥~xX on December 4, 2010 at 3:30am — No Comments

Love Me Or Let Me Go!

Love me or let me go, go go

Love me or let me go, go go!

Stuck, stuck in your picture perfect fantasy world.

Keep run in circles in your merry go around

So for once, dont try to tell me which way to go,

Whoaa oh

I'm gettin tired of trying to fit your description

Of that girl, shes so barbie shes so fiction.

Wake up, your mind is somewhere stuck in a dream

Whoaa oh

I’m…

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Added by Xx~♥Beautiful Monster♥~xX on October 19, 2010 at 10:07pm — No Comments

WORST BIRTHDAY EVER!!!!!!!!

I was soooooooooooo ecxited abiyt my bristhday I started to happen my mom gose "Oh hey why dont we do it next week" WHAT?!?!?!??!?!?!?! Now, I barely throw BIG tempertanturms over ANYTHING but this one..I needed to. So I started to cry #1 thn I left the house with out telling my mom found me she hit me i hit batta bing batta boom i got kicked out, Like i send..WORST B-DDAY EVER! AND SHE DIDNT WANNA HAVE IT BECUASE THE FREGGIN WEDDING SHES DOING! So I guess a wedding is more important then your… Continue

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Added by Xx~♥Beautiful Monster♥~xX on October 9, 2010 at 4:18am — 2 Comments

Love or Hate..School?

omg school is sooo fun but exept for the back stabbing friends..teachers...the work..umm the gym time..luch. OIkay well maybe I hate school...Anywhoo..Only things I like about school is goofing off with my Wifey and others. and thats not helping me AT ALL! GOSH! its only like 4 weeks into school and I got an F! well I brought it up to a B but still! School is a waste of my time! I should drop out. Cuz all it seems like thses days is you go. Fight,Argure,Boyfriends/Grilfriends. Uggh and I…

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Added by Xx~♥Beautiful Monster♥~xX on October 1, 2010 at 12:03am — 1 Comment

What shoudl I do??

What shold i do? I regret EVER saying no to this guy. & I dont know how to get him back.. I SO scared to be like od hey you wanna go out. and he be lilke uuhhh you dumped me && all this stuff you know? He gave me another chance && I think it was my last...Uggh. I hate it. But I love him. && I dont kno what I shuold do. He already has anothor gurl. Atlest I think I dont know really but i tihnk so. Is tht a good enough excuse to back…

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Added by Xx~♥Beautiful Monster♥~xX on September 28, 2010 at 12:01am — 1 Comment

Almost Love 24/7



hey babe...



Race home, open the door,

run upstairs,

throw my bag on the floor,

log on, 2 seconds later,

I get a message from you saying 'hey baby',





been going crazy thinking bout you all day,

so much to tell you,

boy I feel the same way,

can't wait to see you,

just you and I cause every night

I've been thinking what it would be like.



I get a rush,

more than a crush,

almost love,

makes me feel… Continue

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Added by Xx~♥Beautiful Monster♥~xX on September 26, 2010 at 10:30pm — No Comments

Do you think?

Do you think it's smart to die loneyl. if you dont wanna be hurt again...&& Im dead behind seriouse too Lolz

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Added by Xx~♥Beautiful Monster♥~xX on September 23, 2010 at 3:36am — 1 Comment

Huh?

Why dose loving you hurt so much..Haha ehy dose loving you make my head hurt...Why dose loving you make me wanna die? Ugghhhghghgh i hate it. i dont know how you feel about me but...Uuhhhhm I dont know. Its all jut so confusing i love you like NOTHING EVER BE FOR...Then...I hate u just a lil tiny bit...& then I have a lil crush on you. I just dont know what I supose to do....I just want it all to shut up && stop && disapear...uughghgh I HATE PUBERTY!!!!

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Added by Xx~♥Beautiful Monster♥~xX on September 23, 2010 at 3:26am — No Comments

Gosh Gammit....

Why dose he do this crap? Its like he wants to piss me off....Uggh Dont dump me then keep saying I love you. You dumped me like...what?...2dayz ago && What am I supose to be all dandy && fine nooo I been with you onn && of for like a year && you should know this stuff by now...Omg he ERKS. I love him like....NOTHIGN EVER BEFORE. But all he can do is break my heart. Oh && Your sick of it Kyle Im sick of it. You lie && cheat && alll types of… Continue

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Added by Xx~♥Beautiful Monster♥~xX on September 23, 2010 at 12:20am — No Comments

:) Its over :'(

Im happy slash sad...Lolz b ubt i guess it wazz ment to be..

If you let something go && it comes back it was ment to be..

BUt If you let something go && it dosent come back..It wasnt.

&& I have feeling this ones not comming back.... I'LL STILL LOVE YOU! Lolz.

No matter how much you wantr me to stop....TIme for school..Ugh these 2 days have been bad enough..BYE

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Added by Xx~♥Beautiful Monster♥~xX on September 21, 2010 at 1:13pm — No Comments

Dose ANYONE Here know how I can get better @ hitting a HIGH NOTE?

Its soo hard!??! Lolz

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Added by Xx~♥Beautiful Monster♥~xX on September 21, 2010 at 1:39am — 2 Comments

Oy.....

Someone tell me how I can loose weghit but not feel like I will PUK??@??!?!?! Im on a miliary diet. Where I have to eat a certain something everyday for 3 dayz and then the next 3 days I get to eat what evewr I want. But I wanna loose it NOW! Lolz sooo Im on my 9th day of it && I wanna die! Lolz I did loose 20lbs but still!

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Added by Xx~♥Beautiful Monster♥~xX on September 18, 2010 at 4:27am — 3 Comments

School Stuff.

Okay, once you read this comment && tell me what you think of it.

Okay theres this new guy in school you say HES CUTE! But everyone one around you is like "Oh let me ask him for you" you ONLY THINK HES CUTE. Theres a difference between LIKE && JUST CUTE. I barley know Chris so why would I just ask him out?? && now everyone told him I like him && I wanna go out with him WHEN I DONT but now he thinks I like him && I feel dumb becuzz when…

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Added by Xx~♥Beautiful Monster♥~xX on September 18, 2010 at 4:23am — No Comments

America;s Got Talent....

Im going to Americas Got Talent on November 14,15,16....So look for Kristia Taylor then for Americas Got talent!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Added by Xx~♥Beautiful Monster♥~xX on September 17, 2010 at 3:11am — No Comments

Seriously man? #2

I got a commet form I guess the owner. Saying take this seriously I came here to write my life. Like, my books. && maybe I dont want my stuff to be taken seeriously..Im 13! half the crap I say isnt even taken seriously!!!! Like, that kinda hurts because im a kid i wanna express myself && to be told i can not..what is that? Like, serisouly...

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Added by Xx~♥Beautiful Monster♥~xX on September 17, 2010 at 3:05am — 1 Comment

Seriousoy man?

Im sorry. No disrespect but...I dont like to be told how to speak. I have no issue chaning it sorta..But...Leave it for the school yard. I thought this site was to wirte our stories express ourselves. Im really not trying to be mean but..This is mostly why I came here. To right my stories && about my day. You know to try to entertain people... I mean some of the people here dont have an issue with me speaking the way I speak. && It really isnt street/txt talk Im from Pureto Rico… Continue

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Added by Xx~♥Beautiful Monster♥~xX on September 17, 2010 at 3:01am — No Comments

I just relized.....

today i couldnt stop thinking about a sertain someone && I dont know if we're right for eachother... I mean dont get me wrong I LOVE HM! We just some how clash...It may not make sence but it dose.....I really do && I dont know what to do...:( I dont wanna leave u && I dont u to leave me && Its just all sooo confusing to me!!!

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Added by Xx~♥Beautiful Monster♥~xX on September 15, 2010 at 3:14am — No Comments

Dairy Blog#2.

Ugghhherzzz! I hated today. My head wasn't hurting when I got up, but as soon as i went to school it waz! I was soo about to cuzz Mrs.Pinkerton out! && I almost passed out in gym lolzz. The rest was really gud. Ummm there going to California for choir && were going to sing "Hips dont lie" "Waka Waka" "anything you want" mostly all Shakira. They said she'll be there && we'll meet. her && for only 100$ WOW. Lolz. :) I ♥ Shakira!

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Added by Xx~♥Beautiful Monster♥~xX on September 14, 2010 at 4:00am — No Comments

Fu** Love!!

It funny how someone can break your heart...But you can still love him with all the little pices....

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Added by Xx~♥Beautiful Monster♥~xX on September 13, 2010 at 4:20am — No Comments

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